Entries from 2016-12-26 to 1 day

Little anxious.

Shaky breaths and hesitant hands that lost feeling a few minutes ago. These are the symptoms of holding back. Nervous at the gentle tap on your shoulder, scared that it may ask you to actually speak. Grasping both sides of the railing on a…

Paper v. Plastic

I find my sense of communication with you to be the same struggle each time. If I came to you in person not trying to hide how I felt, the sobs would have stopped me the way that they should. It's been this big debate between paper and pla…

First loves.

I don't believe any two are identical. With the longevity of a whale it could have consumed me. Mine was an incessant longing, a broken promise. Though I'm not sure who would do such a thig, the wounds remain. I suppose it was lucky, as I'…