I kissed the palm of my hand and blew you a kiss.

I don't think I really have anything left to say to you anymore. 

I just can't go on like you do preteding as though there was never anything wrong. 

I am not a pity case, nor do I need anymore of yours. 

You've made your choice to stop caring about me

so please allow me to forget that you ever had a pulse. 

I never told you how much it hurt, 

but I still stand by my reasoning that you never would have cared. 

Too much went wrong for me to ignore everything that went on inside.

You never cared to look, never cared to ask.

I don't have a desire to forgive you for your ignorance, 

the last something that would ever mean anything was painful. 

I'm not staying close to you. 

I refuse to hurt in the same way that I once did. 

I'm sore in the mind from worrying about what

I should have never felt obligated to feel in the first place. 

Yes everything is just swell for you I'm sure. 

But no, I'm not charmed to be the girl that you walked all over and kicked 

so that you could make your way to what you thought was better. 

The injustice that you live with so well for my broken heart has killed me for long enough.

You see, 

the difference between a murderer and you is that you were never put on trial.

There was no fair jury of my peers

to watch me fall into decay

as you were allowed to walk out of the court room completely unscathed. 

I played it off so well that maybe you forgot,

you broke my heart, honey. 

As much as I used to wish that I include you in my evening tea,

you no longer seem as sweet as I thought you were. 

You told me that you were an asshole, 

but I just didn't believe you until last night. 

Sorry sweetheart, 

you don't get to walk away thinking that the pristine facade was the truth. 

You broke something so untouched and none of it even mattered to you.

I refuse to be surprised when you disappoint me. 

Now I get to be disappointed in you everytime you walk in the door and 

exhale as you leave as you usually do.

Human Dignity + Compassion = Peace.