Entries from 2015-09-01 to 1 month

To Personify myself.

If I could give my heart a mind, I know what it would think of you. If I could give my soul vocal chords and a mouth, I know what it would tell you. After I was done, you would know who I was, and you would know how I felt. After I was don…

Goodbye to you/me.

To a girl that I no longer recognize, I finally know why. And I'm finally ready to let you go. You were scared and helpless and weak. You thought you were wretched and hopless and hard to love. And you were. Because you thought you were. B…

The Wolves.

You tell yourself that everything is as it was the day before. Nothing out of the ordinary was happening. But in the night, sharpen your teeth, because what you thought was the apple of your eye once, will rot faster than worms come out of…

Roads equivalent to voices.

Disclaimer- No, I'm not scitzophrenic. This is just how I am sometimes. There are five different people in my head at once. There's the one that makes my heart race around people that I want to be calm around. It makes everything stop and …

The rolling sea of those between.

Where the sand stops, there is a whole new world at large. Everything collides. The body mass of water rages with collision. Nothing is its own. Right down to cells, everything is a conversion. I let it take me in, give into the powerful w…

Mumbles that remain.

As I'm tossing in my sheets, I feel the thoughts that still plague at me. My problem tonight is that I leave everything unresolved. It's all broken apart and the wrongness of it all is seeping into me. I always feel so hopeless in the sola…

Skeptical optimism.

It's quite easy to be pessimistic in terms of the unknown. You need not know the unknown to not want it. Maybe that's because of a normal fear of change. I don't fear the new possiblities. I don't need to. It's like the relief feeling when…