Entries from 2014-05-01 to 1 month

Words and phrases.

Seemingly meaningless as they pass your lips. Not caring who they stick to. Which minds they alter. How the daggers pierce thier hearts and you don't even notice. Carelessly triggering a million emotions. A million memories that you didn't…

Stranger.

I've known you for so long. Yet as I look into those physically memorized eyes, I see something completely new. A blank slate. A blank slate with no memories. It looks as though you've let go. Walking against the flow Instead of with it. W…

Glue.

All of us are held together by the finest glue. A glue that builds a teather in all of us to each other. The sense of togetherness and warmth that we have. We see the beauty, The dark, And the dark beauty that we all have. All we have is e…

Heavy hearted.

Your heart feels as though it'll sink to your stomach. So many emotions weighing it down. Soon it gets hard to breathe. Choking on the lumps in your throat. You know that a tear could pop up any moment. But all you do is smile. No one sees…

A mess as it grows.

Starts out as a small problem. Slowly getting bigger. There isn't an action that can't make it worse. Like oxygen to a flame Everything engulfed. Scorching as it grows. Everything not ruined, damaged. Scarred. Frozen, Staring at the reckag…

One cell in the sea.

One memory that never ends. One memory that lasts forever. One physical that beats emotion. One difference that tears two people apart. One mutual love. One passion that suits us all. One unknown purpose. One word that everone has said. On…

Staring into a mystery.

I stare At the girl in the mirror. Black from head to toe. Pins all in her hair. Little curls at the end. But I stop to look into my eyes, To wonder what other people might see. Boring eyes. Sorrow. Unshed tears. I look at my entire face, …

Losing the memories that never were.

I remember The day I learned how to ride a bike. And fell. I remember the day in third grade when I moved to where I am now. I can recall Each time my mother has cried since then. I remember the day that my father left in that one December…

Dreams.

Late at night, When we all close our eyes, We enter a world Where all of our thoughts roam. We enter a scene of our most deep thoughts. The ones trapped in our sub-conscious. Our minds create a story. A story that our mind plays and experi…

Knock-out.

Your heart races. You fall yet again. You've fallen so many times that you lost count. Life continuously smacking you down. Each time harder to recover from. Black spots cover your vision and everything seems to float around. You can't tel…

Brick walls.

Blocked out. No one gets in. You don't get out. The load of pain inside never goes out. But no other pain comes in. People get curious And try to break them down. The heaviest of hammers couldn't break them down. The most broken heart lies…

Judgement.

Claimed to not have been done. But always is. The method we use to tell from right and wrong. The foundation of rationality. But people are not right Or wrong. They just are. So why is it that they so desperately don't want to be judged? T…

Not HER Anymore.

I wonder who she is. That girl With the long black hair with a bit of red in it Sitting by the door scrawling all of her thoughts into a notebook Barely noticing any other presences in the room. Looking up at the teacher occasionally To se…

Cough Syrup.

Bitter. With that same raw aftertaste. Meant to make you stronger. But only increases the symptom. Gives you a sore throat on contact, Leaving a lump. Tried to block out the taste, But it only got stronger. Facing it, Bracing it, My eyes w…

Better Sorry than Safe.

Risks make you sorry when they whiplash. Yet not taking them fills you with even more regret. Golden opportunities Wasted. Cold gash of a chance given. Taken. Wasted by paranoia. Taken by ignorance. The gold fades to a dull glitter. None o…