Entries from 2014-01-01 to 1 year

Inner Modifications.

I walk through crowded passageways, and I see so many different people. Each one of them has a different story book with millions of pags that represent every minute that they're alive. But once I know that, I see what they are physically.…

Scatter heart.

What if I had the power to see everyone's hearts? And see them for what they really were. Sometimes, I think about everything that's happened. And then I think that my heart must be so damaged. What if my heart was scattered to all of the …

Fallen Bandages.

In almost all forms of art, people express the pain that they've been put through. The unspeakable horror of what other people have done. But what about when they heal from that? Pain isn't the only thing that people can relate to. People …

Distance.

There are plenty of times when I distance myself from other people. Other people bring pain. They're not all bad people, I just get tempted to trust them. And when I do, they turn awful. Using betrayal as the knife that slices my heart. It…

Wonder...

When we're all little kids, We ask questions. No one could possibly understand anything at that age. The most common type of question that they'll ask is "Why?" It's funny, being that humans were the only animals with reasoning, That our y…

Bones of memories.

The mind, in a way, Is like a cell. It has positive and negative charges. Memories always have a charge or price. But like charges in a cell, There is always more negative than positive. But as you look closer, there are a bunch of gaps an…

Secret door. (Based on Evanesence's "secret door")

Wandering in the woods, Taking in nature's beauty though it is infinite. All is delicate as though the world was painted. The brilliiance of the a tree's green, The beautiful indigo of an ocean. Nature as a secret door. Night being a blank…

Mental clockwork.

The mind works as a machine. Processing data, Taking in new information, Having meltdowns, Breaking, Producing something new all the time. Becoming slower with age, Constantly working. We take for granted how much we can understand. Our mi…

Change.

Time. There is a time to change everything. Time changes us. But how do we know when to change? Time is so infinite that people become mezmorized in one moment that no one realizes is moving. Becoming a second, A minute, An hour, A day, A …

Words and phrases.

Seemingly meaningless as they pass your lips. Not caring who they stick to. Which minds they alter. How the daggers pierce thier hearts and you don't even notice. Carelessly triggering a million emotions. A million memories that you didn't…

Stranger.

I've known you for so long. Yet as I look into those physically memorized eyes, I see something completely new. A blank slate. A blank slate with no memories. It looks as though you've let go. Walking against the flow Instead of with it. W…

Glue.

All of us are held together by the finest glue. A glue that builds a teather in all of us to each other. The sense of togetherness and warmth that we have. We see the beauty, The dark, And the dark beauty that we all have. All we have is e…

Heavy hearted.

Your heart feels as though it'll sink to your stomach. So many emotions weighing it down. Soon it gets hard to breathe. Choking on the lumps in your throat. You know that a tear could pop up any moment. But all you do is smile. No one sees…

A mess as it grows.

Starts out as a small problem. Slowly getting bigger. There isn't an action that can't make it worse. Like oxygen to a flame Everything engulfed. Scorching as it grows. Everything not ruined, damaged. Scarred. Frozen, Staring at the reckag…

One cell in the sea.

One memory that never ends. One memory that lasts forever. One physical that beats emotion. One difference that tears two people apart. One mutual love. One passion that suits us all. One unknown purpose. One word that everone has said. On…

Staring into a mystery.

I stare At the girl in the mirror. Black from head to toe. Pins all in her hair. Little curls at the end. But I stop to look into my eyes, To wonder what other people might see. Boring eyes. Sorrow. Unshed tears. I look at my entire face, …

Losing the memories that never were.

I remember The day I learned how to ride a bike. And fell. I remember the day in third grade when I moved to where I am now. I can recall Each time my mother has cried since then. I remember the day that my father left in that one December…

Dreams.

Late at night, When we all close our eyes, We enter a world Where all of our thoughts roam. We enter a scene of our most deep thoughts. The ones trapped in our sub-conscious. Our minds create a story. A story that our mind plays and experi…

Knock-out.

Your heart races. You fall yet again. You've fallen so many times that you lost count. Life continuously smacking you down. Each time harder to recover from. Black spots cover your vision and everything seems to float around. You can't tel…

Brick walls.

Blocked out. No one gets in. You don't get out. The load of pain inside never goes out. But no other pain comes in. People get curious And try to break them down. The heaviest of hammers couldn't break them down. The most broken heart lies…

Judgement.

Claimed to not have been done. But always is. The method we use to tell from right and wrong. The foundation of rationality. But people are not right Or wrong. They just are. So why is it that they so desperately don't want to be judged? T…

Not HER Anymore.

I wonder who she is. That girl With the long black hair with a bit of red in it Sitting by the door scrawling all of her thoughts into a notebook Barely noticing any other presences in the room. Looking up at the teacher occasionally To se…

Cough Syrup.

Bitter. With that same raw aftertaste. Meant to make you stronger. But only increases the symptom. Gives you a sore throat on contact, Leaving a lump. Tried to block out the taste, But it only got stronger. Facing it, Bracing it, My eyes w…

Better Sorry than Safe.

Risks make you sorry when they whiplash. Yet not taking them fills you with even more regret. Golden opportunities Wasted. Cold gash of a chance given. Taken. Wasted by paranoia. Taken by ignorance. The gold fades to a dull glitter. None o…

Prayer of Imperfection.

Thank God For my knobby knees. My pizza face. My overly full body. My long Dark Hair That everyone thinks is fake. For my friends. Who should really be in an asylum. My brown eyes That look so ordinary. For my tears. That mean more than th…

The Inevitably losing war.

Life becomes a war. You And the world. The world only wins when we stop trying. In the end, don't we all lose anyway? All we have is the pride of trying. It's what life is. An attempt at defeating the inevitable. The ineveitable is the ine…

Bitter.

That bad taste in your mouth That makes your toungue recoil. Harsh words lash out at you in Sudden snaps. Snapped from some as cruel and unusual as punishment itself They appear as sweet as anything else you've ever seen. Exept they are th…

Slowly Freaking Out.

I have time. I know I do. But it feels like the statement contradicts itself. Time passes slower than molasses. My heart beats opposite the tme. My whole mind is a breath away From shutting down. I'll only fail if I let them stop me. I kno…

Camoflouge.

Jungle animals hide with their surroundings. Sea animals hide behind seaweed. Humans are the only creatures who hide behind themselves. They are silent Observing creatures who Try to be as well hidden as they possibly can. The hide from ea…

Pressure.

Fear comes as it closes in Running down the wire. You feel as though you'll mess up in the most embarrassing way. You feel like if it comes any closer that you'll just explode Into a million pieces. You used to love the way it felt It was …