Entries from 2017-02-01 to 1 month

The Christmas present to not be opened

I had been waiting for something for so long only to realize that I can't have it. It was almost as though I woke up on a crisp Christmas morning, and my house was null and void. I was waiting for something beautiful, but I watched it bein…

What I no longer want

While trying to paw some way through life, I've found myself wondering what I want from any or it. Not necessarily the purpose of it all, because I wouldn't mind putting a rain check on that bit of knowledge. But rather, what I want to ach…

The smileless apocalypse.

I have a feeling that at some point, near or far, there will be a massive monsoon of exhumation for the world. It will reach all corners, and perhaps, even in the slightest way, everyone will feel a dent in the clutter of their minds be ma…

A coping manual written by the Hopelessly confused

Alright. So I more than take a pass on healthy ways of coping, with anything really. I'm more than worse at knowing what to do when I get confused. I'm confused a lot. But if I were to create a list of ways that I would sort of imagine bei…

Traditions

There's a tradition of oneness in loving, one that I'd never dare break. Something in the giving of a part of you to someone else. Perhaps those two parts converge to create two independent souls that choose to live their lives so linked t…

The Garden in a Cardboard box

In an attempt at pursuing the selfless part of loving someone, I clearly neglected the selfish bit. I was never all that great at taking, because taking led to greed. Greed scared me because of my observations of others taking, while other…