'Tis such a shame, the present day's common knowledge of greiving the another's pulse. So many people are abandoning each other for whatever screams that it's better at the time that no one bothers to hear the whispers. The term, in genera…

While I haven't exactly gotten to it yet, I wonder what it will be to bounce back. Loving got me to such a low that all of the stereotypes began to make sense. You know it's bad when all of the emo teenage stereotypes start making you nod …

So much emotional potential, so many feasible words that would settle like dust betwixt us. I used to relish beneath the look in your eyes as they penetrated mine. Many times, I thought there was a glint of curiosity there, and I loved bei…

Whilst I am not vestigial, the feelings that I had and have for you are. I do not need them to proceed in my way of survival. Some time soon, I will need not think of you in order sleep, for I never needed you to sleep. The reality of the …

At some point, I look to build my place. It need not be large in any way, shape, or form. But just something minescule. May it be aq speck of dust aboard the wind's path, centimeters above the sea, or even millions of miles below it. It sh…

When I was small, it took less than a wave to draw the corners of my mouth upward. But, as I grew more familiar with the rest of the world and all of its potential terror, I didn't find that it was that simple. Life began to give me some w…

So you're moving on. Cool. That's chill. Yeah, I'm completely fine with that sure. That is if we just overlook my sleeping habits completely. Actually, if you just forget my thoughts in general I've never been better. I'm pretty sure I wen…

As an attempt at understanding my teenagehood, I compare it to structures that have great longevity, but terminate, like rivers. At the unkissed mouth we start our struggling doggy paddle, with innocent and harmless rocks settled beneath t…

This is a time for reflection on things that at the moment, I cannot do. Not all of my limits are negative, in fact, none of them are. Limits are merely another representation of the person I am right now. This is not who I will be for the…

I need to know that certain things that I don't tolerate in myself are actually completely normal. I should know that pain is one of the most normal types of feelings in existence. I do hate that I must feel so much of it right now, but I …

So I shouldn't blame myself for the tragedies that aren't really tragedies but are tearing me apart. And they probably aren't even tearing me apart but quite frankly, my mind is analogous to a torn scrim bound to open up to a whole new sho…

Who knew repeatedly kicking someone further into the ground could be such a fickle process. It's almost as though the goal is to make someone kick their own selves. I wonder how much rage life has to use so many people as its punching bag.…

There are just some teachers, that are just too cruel to be teachers. Maybe that's just their style, and it does result in getting through thick skulls, but I almost wish that I could address the professor and reveal the way my mind works.…

Different people need different support systems, though mine's been a bit hesitant lately. I've needed to take the fifteen steps I took to letting you in back. My mind is no longer the place that you long to be in, and while that's accepta…

So shutting reality out is wrong. There will always be someone who can give more than I can, and even give differently than I can. This is as good a time as any to release all that I need to. I'm nearly ready to stop clinging to air. I wil…