Entries from 2016-01-01 to 1 year

Landslide.

I spent a precedented amount of time in waiting for these feelings. This knowledge that I care for something, and the anticipation of it being ripped from the hands that never held it in the first place. The love that I funnel towards you …

A fairy tale of soul creation.

At dusk, there was a woman who had her heart broken by a foul beast. She would spend this night welling in the tears of a woman not scorned, but a woman far passed hurt. For she did not know the turmoil brewing into her, seeping its way th…

Decay.

I had the knowledge of the pain and horror that I would feel in this world, just as strongly as I felt all of the potential joy. But, as I'm older, I can forsee the potential decay that will happen when I finally become tired of all of the…

The Villain's high school image.

In stories, there were times where the villain was sometimes someone that was once remarkable. As you were. But there then became that point where you changed. Your intentions were fine, but the actions upon them were toxic. There were thi…

How to mask the things that you wish to be rid of.

Sometimes, when I look into glass, I can see all of the adherent notecards clinging to my person, all of them saying the things that I shouldn't care about. All of the superficial edges torn apart with words sharp as a wolf's claws. It fee…

The profound lack of Knowledge.

I'm sure that it's difficult to see through all of the idiotic nosense that I cover myself with, but I promise you that beneath it, there are words and memories that make me sound smart because I know them all too well. I could tell you al…

To mend the broken.

When the body is sick, you take medicine. But in reality, any medicine that you could give me would only put a stopper on all of the emotions that I pretend to not feel. There are so many times that I wish that I could go to any doctor so …

To die of a broken heart.

When people look into themselves after the sun comes back up, do they feel any lighter than the darkness that overtook them the night before. It's easy to lie to yourself when you see your superficial expression. But to look at the battere…

Wrenches and screwdrivers.

The brevity of life is normally measured in years, hours, minutes, and seconds. It's harder to measure it in the things that we remember. It's heart-wrenching to think about all of the warm times in the fire and the cold times of being shu…

Settle.

Like dust, after the storm everything settles to the ground. The air becomes calm and everything seems to be at peace. The atmosphere can breathe a sigh of relief. But what of the leaves? In the fall when all that was up must once again co…

Dusk before the full dawn.

When you make a permanent mistake, what shall you do? It was once. One thing can make you its own promise that you musn't break. Suddenly you belong to a cmmmunity of people that you never liked to belong to. Because of one mere slice, you…

Things that I was told.

No one will ever want to get close enough to you. No one really cares when they say they do. There is not a thing that you should change about yourself. You aren't worth what you seem. Your dreams will never get you far. Why can't you be h…