Logistics.

Is it possible to hate one thing because it doesn't work, 

and then have someone else tolerate it?

Perhaps I'm overexaggerating, 

 or maybe it's just as bad as I though it was.

Or it was a polite gesture made soley out of pity.

I wouldn't be shocked by any of it, 

but I must admit that it's hard to not slip into compliments.

It's easy to love others, 

but for some reason, no one can seem to love themselves.

It's simple really, 

the reason that no one really stays together anymore. 

We all rely on others to love us when we don't pay attention to ourselves. 

But, when done out of proportion,

arrogace rears its ugly head. 

I'm probably just reading too far into this. 

I should just sink back into myself and ignore it altogether.

I struggle to find the balance between being myself

and being who I want the world to see.

They're different people, but for some reason I can't blur them into one. 

I'd love to, because I don't mind who I am,

but I just can't bring myself to break down the self-made wall that I put up.

Funny, I thought that I would regret it once it was time to let it down,

yet I'm still so unsure that now is the time anyway.

I like that it takes me long to open up, because I will never know how ready I'll be.

Maybe I should just trust that there won't be a time to open up. 

That logic being sound, now is not the time to break down any walls. 

And somehow it's reasonable. 

Well, perhaps it is now, that I don't need to be so reasonable. 

No one was meant to keep their level heads for so long. 

If you talk enough sense, you shall lose your mind. 

Such a shame that sense sounds but so sweet. 

Human Dignity + Compassion = Peace.